A Angel on earth,now a Angel in Heaven. A very special little girl who was only lent not given,loved today,yesterday and for all the tomorrows xxxx I was the one Alisha gave her first smile too and I will treasure that for always,her smile lit up the room. It feels wrong now when I think about but I always had a feeling that Alisha was not going to be here for long,how I wish it had not been true.Alisha seemed to know she was only "lent" for she seemed to cram everything into her short life,smiles,giggles etc.I will always recall the heartbreaking phone call from her Auntie Nikita that day, she was crying so much it was hard to grasp what she was saying but I knew,time stood still from then on.It was like a nightmare from which we would never wake up from,we hoped someone would come and say" Alisha is fine" but of course they never did,the paramedics tried their best but she had been gone too long they said. I remember holding her when I got to the hospital and looked at her face,she was so peaceful but so cold,I just held her tight and kissed her with tears running down my face. I wanted to scream at them to make it all ok again,instead of pity and saying "sorry" I hope Alisha is happy and she has been to "visit" me although not as much as she first did so I like to think she is helping someone else. Twinkle, twinkle little star, you have a star named after you now Alisha, where ever I am you will be with me always xxxxxx